I figured we would last longer than four days. But I already had my first major breakdown about leaving Robert. Guy wrenching sobs and all. This is going to be so much harder than I thought. It hit me like a train that I was going to be 1,200+ miles away from him for almost five months. While we have agreed he will be making three separate trips to visit not including moving me to Floridia(one by himself, one with his roommate, and one with his siblings and my family), we realized that we are still going to spend almost seven weeks at a time apart. Seeing as we don't spend much time apart as it is, it's going to be very hard to take him to the airport to leave after moving in to my apartment in August. I already miss him...and he's just across campus. Literally a phone call away. What am I going to do when he's 22 hours away? I've never been this attached to one person, and I can't say I don't love it. And him for being so supportive. But he told me he would make it up with my Christmas surprise he's bringing with him when his family and mine come to visit. I'm almost too curious to ask what it is!
Not to mention how much I'm going to miss my family. The longest I've spent away from them was a week and a half. And that was last summer! What am I going to do?! I need daddy almost once a week for technically help, or when I need help moving something, or when I just need daddy comfort. And my mom to give great advice. And my sister to make me laugh and listen to me rant. And my brother, so life is never dull.
It's just five short months, but I'm going to miss almost half a year of everyone's lives. And I'll be the VERY last person to see the new house finished! It'll be don't almost a month before I even get to come home.
The memories I make will be great, I'm sure! But I'm worried there will be lots I miss while in florida.....
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